I Didn't Ask For All This

"I am forever finding myself in the shadows of others. Whether it be my siblings, or my best friend I'm always there. Sitting in a corner by myself, just kicking up dirt. I feel like such a loner. It sucks when you want people to like you and you feel rejected at the most importuned times. But that's life I suppose. Well at least for me. But not...her, no. Everyone LOVES her, well everyone that matters. She's so pretty, and funny, every guy you know wants her. She's the best thing since sliced bread. Even gets the attention from the guy you like. That seems to be the worst of all. But, again, that's life...right?"

"So it's happening again I see. This is some mess because I wasn't even trying to go there. But here I am, again. And you just come outta left field with this. I mean no explanation or nothing just a "I'M HERE!!!!!". What the hell am I supposed to do with that? I was doing fine by myself. Just coasting, not too many worries of this sort. Well really none at all. And here you come. Now you want my "sister". Figures. Let's chalk this up to yet another for the L column."

"I could be a bitch. I could be mean to everyone I come in contact with, but I'm not. I can't be mean for no reason. I'll just venture off into obscurity."

are you serious yo?

Ok this is straight off the dome no paper or pen needed. you are such an idiot! i know when you're not being up front with me moron! whether it be discernment, woman's intuition, or common sense i know something isn't right. what you saying and what you're doing aint adding up broham. i had the decency to tell you i was talking to someone else tryina be honest and whatnot and for what? for you to lie to me? oh no no no boo. it aint even that serious. lol folks try to play me for boo boo the fool and i am not he. but its cool, i'm not trippin or nothing cuz i'm too f'in AMAZING for that mess. but still why would you feel it necessary to lie to me about anything? i aint your girl homie. aint trying to be neither. no bueno.