uggh -____-

why are men so full of shxt? why why why whyyy? i dont get it i mean what's the point? i was chatting with this guy (&& i know he likes me, the feeling is mutual) and the entire convo he was trying his damnest to get me to say that i liked him. we had kinda just met, so of course i wasnt going to come right out and say it. we had been flirting for about two weeks on twitter && facebook a little, turns out we had a lot in common. so a couple subtweets and late night skype calls later i finally say it. the biggest look of relief spreads across his face then came what i had dreaded. he fixes his big fat ugly face (not really he's sooo cute lol) into a humugniferous grin. "I knew it! You sending me virtual kisses and stuff! I knew you liked me" 


LOL! thats pretty much all i could do. 


So this is where the full of shxtness comes into play: he tries to make me believe that he dont talk to girls other than me. he aint got chicks on his jock. i am not Booboo the fool. if i think he's cute, funny, and whatnot what would make me think other women wouldnt either?


Me and dude really dont talk anymore. i kept getting vibes that he's full of shxt. discernment, woman's intuition, or whatever. this always happens to me.


all i know is this:


I'm a good woman. i know that sounds uber cliche but its true. i could list all my attractive personal traits but what would be the point? i keep getting stuck with the same drama. i either get dudes who play games and bullshit or a asshole, weirdo (the unattractive kind), stalker, bugaboo, or a lazyass wannabe O.G.  wth?


ppl are so full of shxt man.